Abstain, refrain, avert, dodge, duck, run, steer clear of, hide, evade, escape, avoid, shun.
This is easy, of course. I promise. It's not like what I'm doing at this very moment is making me want to do anything irrational or stupid. This is so fucking easy and I'm sure it is for you. It's easy for everyone and their god damn mother.
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
untitled
We drank bottled water together and talked business.
I think I played the right moves.
You were lookin' over my shoulder,
as I went through the motions of another night,
And it was alright,
'cause I thought I knew who everybody was just by lookin' at them.
My heart is anywhere but here,
and how tired I was from the past couple of weeks,
From the past couple of years.
Well, it hit me all at once,
On a balcony overlooking nothing,
With snow falling all around,
Well I, I called just to say "Goodnight".
And you hadn't done anything wrong,
And know, really, really, it's me not you.
I can't believe how naive I was to think things could ever be so simple,
And can you live with what you know about yourself,
When you're all alone, behind closed doors?
The things we never said, but we always knew were right there.
It's got me on my knees in a bathroom,
Praying to a God that I don't even believe in,
"Well, dear Jesus, are you listening?
If this is the one chance that really matters,
Well, don't let me fuck this up.
If you'd told me about all this when I was fifteen,
I never would have believed it."
I think I played the right moves.
You were lookin' over my shoulder,
as I went through the motions of another night,
And it was alright,
'cause I thought I knew who everybody was just by lookin' at them.
My heart is anywhere but here,
and how tired I was from the past couple of weeks,
From the past couple of years.
Well, it hit me all at once,
On a balcony overlooking nothing,
With snow falling all around,
Well I, I called just to say "Goodnight".
And you hadn't done anything wrong,
And know, really, really, it's me not you.
I can't believe how naive I was to think things could ever be so simple,
And can you live with what you know about yourself,
When you're all alone, behind closed doors?
The things we never said, but we always knew were right there.
It's got me on my knees in a bathroom,
Praying to a God that I don't even believe in,
"Well, dear Jesus, are you listening?
If this is the one chance that really matters,
Well, don't let me fuck this up.
If you'd told me about all this when I was fifteen,
I never would have believed it."
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
conclusion
Everything is wiped away with ease.
Anyone can win over authority with the right argument.
Nothing lasts forever.
Addiction is the worst thing to deal with.
Priorities change.
I've been sleeping too much lately. I'm not working enough. I'm scared about Friday. My body always hurts. =[
Saturday, June 20, 2009
how things are
A broken home, A lost companion.
A lover's love, wilted.
A sick home, A death.
A numbness, uncurable.
I'd like to say, Worse week so far in my life.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
working
I'm liking my job. Its fun. Everyone is really funny and entertaining. Tomorrow is all me so someone could/should come see me. My schedule for next week is monday tuesday wednesday and saturday night and Sunday day. Make it happen!
=]
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Converse
after talking to travis for like an hour. I've realized a bit but complicated things a little bit too. Its a web of these things and people using make up to cover blemishes that wont ever go away and people doing things in spite of others and all of this other stuff that almost gives me hope yet makes me wonder what to say to anyone.
Jeepers Creepers 2 is coming on however, I'll be watching that a possibly be regretting it with my silly imagination.
=/
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