standing

You stand there, big and tall with a smirk on your face.

Not a care, not a know, not an understanding.

Pushed down

You sit there, small and weak with a frown on your face.

with so much care, better knowing, better understanding.

You watch. So quiet, creep.

Graceful soul, you, you are something.

The something? The need? The want?

Realization.

Future

It isn't so clear anymore.

Known Facts:

I know I won't live alone.

My friends are one in a million.

I'll be married by 40. <3

Everything feels different though.

Dream interpretation may be onto something.

2 words: Sucks and Weird

Epiphany. Perspective. Advice. Kindness. Deception. Pacing. Ashamed. Confused. Comfortable. 

Blah. Blah. Blah.

What are you thinking of little one?

What are you thinking of Liar?

What are you thinking of reliable?

What are you thinking of life?