Crowns and Kings

I took away the kings crown the other day. Execution style, I'd say. Into exile.

depart, away, fall, go.

oh, btw

I get to write a very long and complex letter soon that will seem like a tragic and terrible story yet it will have a happy ending.

let my writing skills come forth.

btw, im an awesome story teller. xD

<3>

1-12

1-no matter what

2-always there

3-numero bro

4-we fight

5-knows everything

6-its this odd thing we have

7-working on it

8-working on it as well

9-soul

10- forever mine

11-since 3rd grade

12- its this odd thing we have

lawl

f it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We'll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile 
I already know that I am

I'll grow old
And start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day 
In a life that you hate
A crown of gold
A heart that's harder than stone
And it hurts a whole lot
But it's missed when it's gone

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad you that can forgive
Only hoping as time goes
You can forget

If it makes you less sad
I'll move out of the state
You can keep to yourself
I'll keep out of your way
And if it makes you less sad
I'll take your pictures all down
Every picture you paint
I will paint myself out
It's as cold as a tomb
And it's dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed 
To pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits
Or get a grip
Say you wanted a solution
You just wanted to be missed

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
So you can forget
You can forget

You are calm and reposed
Let your beauty unfold
Pale white like the skin 
Stretched over your bones
Spring keeps you ever close
You are second hand smoke
You are so fragile and thin
Standing trial for your sins
Holding onto yourself the best you can
You are the smell before the rain
You are the blood in my veins

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget

Christmas

Pretty good one. Got my fish eye lens, filters, remote, flash, ds games (Guitar Hero & Spore), DVDs (The Science of Sleep, The Secret of Nimh and Grey's Anatomy), money for some awesome shopping, WoW(and omg how much i love wow<3)>

Overall a really good christmas.

LOL at my uncle plus fish eye

step back.

Already, its happening.

Its me.

It always is.

I'm not meant for this.

neither are you.

You dont deserve this.

neither do i.

It's only the beginning.

Hero.

I know a select few people read my blog on occasions.

Topic of the day is Heroes. I have a few but this one is one that some people know about and is probably someone elses hero. So I think people should post a comment with a picture or writing about their hero. =]

thinking

about deleting everything.

-myspace

-facebook

-blogger

hm.

don't ask. I hate talking.

excited.

few months. I'll be graduating, moving out, being with my friends all the time instead of just the weekend.

Take a break from school. Enjoy not studying all the time. Should be nice, I hope.

I wished for all of them forever ago and now its here.

I enjoy my life, my friends, my belongings and my future.

life, life, life, life.

I'm trying to find the positive in things.

Things I miss::

I'm just sad that I never see Matthew anymore and it just makes me realize how people go away and you say you'll see each other and you want to but it just doesn't work because of life. The Aquarium is my favorite place in the world and I just miss it. Summer and Kelly are the best. This past summer was so good even though I had to still go to school for half of it, it didn't matter however. Ryan is always missed. And my babies, seeing nathan with his rats makes me miss my mice so much. rofl was a little fighter and I hope she went peacefully.<3

I've been down lately, I hope it passes however. Maybe I need a relax day or weekend.  I dont know. Atlanta next weekend. Maybe thats what I need. /shrug.