The ones

I miss Matthew. I want him back. I want to drive to his house and have enraged conversation with him. I want us to go to our favorite spot and talk about how we are so insignificant in this world, this universe.

I want things to be figured out. I want a sign. I want to know what to do and how things will turn out. I want to see my future and know whats right. Whats wrong. Who I am and what I am doing with myself.

I miss meghan and Chelli. I rarely see them now and they are my best friends. =[ 

I need to do this homework but I can't.

I'm coming home bath tub.